The moment when I am in excruciating pain and needed someone to stand by my side to guide me through this bumpy path of life.
Every night I would reminisce about the past over what I have done,
my intolerant attitude, my ignorance,my insensitivity, my ego, my pride,my past failures and the incompassionate side that made me lose faith over love or is it just myself. *shrugs*
It has been a year ever since I withdrawn myself from this crappy game called love and now those deep burried feelings seem to be haunting me once again(Flirting doesn't count). Trust me, those sort of feeling is never good, your mind wonders as in you're on crackz and what is worst is that you cannot seem to concentrate on what you're doing. Everything have been done to refrain myself from getting drift away over foolish love as it was in the past. Sleeping, cigarettes, alcohol, television, basketball, books, and friends. None seems to work...
I am clumsily dancing away this fear and whats worse is that I am stumbling closer to you that I could not let go. I guess Rick Price's lyrics distinctively describe how I feel.. Enough said.
Flipping and kicking pillows to the floor,
rolling from side to side,
placing comforter over my head,
Can't sleep or can't forget??
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