A Note Not Reach.

By the time you found this little present I have prepared for you,

It would probably be weeks after Christmas but just to clear things with you,

I really miss you when you're not around and there's something I gotta say,

The things we did, the things we said kept coming back and put a smile on me during your absence. In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning, you filled my world with so much hope. You showed me how to face the truth. I think it was you who brought back my single piece of confidence I have lost and you taught me how to love again.

Everything that is good in me I owe to you. If it is not because of you, I would not have learnt love but because of you, what I learnt from you. Every choice I made was different. I learnt that if you do that you'll be living your life to the fullest; it does not matter if it's 50 years, or 5 minutes. Thank you for being the person you taught me to love and to be loved.

I loved you since I met you and I have not allowed myself to truly feel it until today.

In my heart is where you are, that I can assure you. It grew fonder when you are not around.

Merry Christmas and Happy 2011.. May this year bring us joy and cheers, It has been a special 2010 as Cupid and Santa work hand in hand to prepare me such a special gift You'll always be that special someone in my heart: always close, everyday and every step along the way.

I hope you'd like this little gift I prepared for you =)

I love you Chubi.. *huggiez + smoochiez*

Love,

Ethan W.H Tan

You Had Me At Hello by A Day To Remember

I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

And I'm wasting away, away from you.
And I'm wasting away, away from you.

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello

You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

You gave me butterflies (you are so cute)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
[x4]

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
You had me at hello
You had me at hello

As fickle as love is, you pulled me through. You gave me a new perspective in life.. Life is such an irony, it will make an unexpected turn so just appreciate whatever you have. A brand new year, a brand new Ethan.

I will survive LIFE.