Friday, June 15, 2007

Genting

Genting trip was great with nearly half the class peeps turn up along with Tracy and Adelle..
It'll be a blast if we could all enter into the casino and have a game of roulette or blackjack. I tried entering but FAILED!!!
Sort of lazy to explain the entire journey, so let the picture do the talking.


Anxious people just can't wait to cam-whore.


Flume ride turns into water war.



All wet,sexy, and COLD!!!


Group picture.


Adieus Genting..

(p/s: More pictures in www.leena15.blogspot.com,www.kristinelpy.blogspot.com)

Memorable Event Of The Day:
Nigel's phone learns how to fly...

Saturday, June 2, 2007

It's time to get serious, real serious. 6 days ain't that long since you can actually count it with your fingers. I vow not to waste anymore time starting from today since I have basicaly done all the post-exam activities. Futsal,swimming,watched movie and drinking was never these good after Law paper. Simply love it. First start, gotta stay away from the pc and maybe I'll just spare some time on sweating myself out by jogging, push-ups and sit-ups as a reward/time out. Then gotta cut down on those cigarette, I have been puffing like a freakin chimney during this exam period. I'll try to distract myself from the cancer sticks by drinking loads of water, those diagrams shown on the effect of smoking aint working.. Yellow teeth,tarred lungs,flam on the throat.. so wat??? when the temptation comes, you can do nothing about it.

As for now, I gotta keep my hopes and determination high to get my last 'A' for Economics. It's gonna be a bumpy ride but I'm never gonna stop trying.
"Work today for tomorrow smile"...Cheerz.. =)

Sleeping beauty(far right) ROXX!!! She looks like someone I know *grinz*. Sleeping beauty come sleep in my room..wuahahhaa.... A sequel of Shrek-3, I think girls will like the show more than guys. I would give it a 5/10. Their humour ain't that funny compared to the 1st. Enough said. Off for good..

Monday, May 28, 2007

I never knew what was crush was until I was in form 1, when a feeling of anxious,bliss and desperation came upon this particular girl. She wasn't the prettiest nor is she the 'happening' one among other girls. However something seem to bond this fond heart towards every little things she does. Those feelings are like, curiousity over her daily routine though it wasn't much extraordinary but it simply makes you eager to know every little things in detail. Moreover streamyx has not existed yet and chatting on the net would be quite an expensive usage so most of the time we will only chat on weekends. Conversation was never dull, she would tell me everything from her childhood secrets till the size of her 'asset', it was simply a mix humour and emotional conversation.

After a certain time of sharing our personal experience and childhood, we decided to meet up at a shopping mall for a 'date', a proper me and her meeting unlike in tuition where we could only see each other's hair from the back. It's not really a date since her sister is gonna accompany us along with a friend of mine who is a year younger than me. Since it was my first date, I seem to be quite speechless and needed her sister to strike up conversation for me and guidance on certain things.

Everything started off well I guess, until that moment when our eyes were aligned with each other and everything turn hay-wire. I could hear my heart beat in an irregular rate and my whole body is signalling red alert that it's gonna experience a major shut down if I don't get my eyes off hers... Consequently it happened, the most embarrasing event of the day, my McDonald Sundae Cone(chocolate) spilled on her shirt.. To make matter worse, she was wearing a white shirt. Her face expression changed and I was constantly apologizing without being able to do anything as the stain was on that unique part of a woman's body. Lucky for me, I had her sister to help me to get her a new shirt to replace that stained shirt from Parkson which I paid for it. A huge relief along with that little pleasure and contentment when everything turns out to be joyous after all. We shared ice cream,watched movie,went shopping for undergarment...
(-_-") Happy day indeed.

Eventually, the process of getting into a relationship did not work out properly due to many arguments and some backstabbing from a classmate of mine who was also into her.. I was a newbie in the game of love and he was the swift 'killer' which we'd described for a person who has every technics to win a girl's heart. It was the most depressing lost but after that very moment I had many intriguing experience about love and flaws every guy make in order to get a girl's attention. That 'killer' guy who once an enemy turn out to be my good friend after all, we shared experiences and laughed ourselves out over the mistake we committed.

Love could be hurting at times but when you found love, those past hurting will eventually fade away. You need not find love, let love find you, that is why it's falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.

Have a nice day =)

Friday, May 25, 2007

Recap of Exam(AS final) period....

Thinking Skills: DONE
-Paper 1 was a bitch especially the calculation section. Brain went numb halfway through the paper.



Sociology: DONE
-The paper was standard. Maybe the reason is me. I did not study consistently as were told by Ms.Ng. The exam place was mainly occupied by the January intake students who did a retake.
Overall student in the hall, 64. My classmates : 24 if not mistaken. You can actually sense the difficulty lies in Sociology. So, don't come looking at me with that insulting smirk if I ever flung it. Socio science is not an easy subject.....



Law: Paper 1: COMPLETED, Paper 2: This Wednesday(30/5/2007)
-Paper 1 totally kill me, I managed to complete only 2 questions out of 3. Pretty sad, I think this is gonna be a retake unless I manage to score a full mark in paper 2, *fingers crossed*. Rubbish talk?? Yeah! I know..



Economics : (8/6/2007)
- I would better remind myself not to procrastinate. Proscrastination leads to Wei Hong's destruction. I vow to achieve an A for this subject.... OH yEAH~ =)


Cheerz to AS.!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

30 Things I Learn From Porn

1. Women wear high heels to bed.
2. Men are never impotent.
3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory.
4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her.
5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm.
6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men.
7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob.
8. Women always orgasm when men do.
9. A blowjob will always get a woman out of a speeding ticket.
10. All women are noisy cummers.
11. People in the 70's couldn't cum unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background.
12. Those tits are real.
13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt.
14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum.
15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other. (and the girl isn't disgusted!)
16. Double penetration makes women smile.
17. Asian men don't exist (ok 1 guy does).
18. If you come across a guy and his girlfriend having sex in the bushes,the boyfriend won't bash seven shades of shit out of you if you shove your cock in his girlfriend's mouth.
19. There's a plot.
20. When taking a woman from behind, a man can really excite her by giving her a gentle slap on the butt.
21. Nurses suck patients cocks.
22. Men always pull out.
23. When your girlfriend busts you getting head from her best friend, she'll only be momentarily pissed off before fucking the both of you.
24. Women never have headaches... or periods.
25. When a woman is sucking a man's cock, it's important for him to remind her to "suck it".
26. Assholes are clean.
27. A man ejaculating on a womans butt is a satisfying result for all parties concerned.
28. Women always look pleasantly surprised when they open a man's trousers and find a cock there and never frown at the size.
29. When standing during a blowjob, a man will always place one hand firmly on the back of the kneeling woman's head and the other proudly on his hip.
30. Dorky guys never have to beg.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Knocking On Heaven's Door

A sense of uneasiness was there whenever it's the Enlightment Day for Buddha,Last year my dad got involved in an accident where a lorry crash the entire front part of his car but he survived without any injury. Then this year was the accident of my fella mate, Jagdeep.. Though he survived, but eventually he lost 3 of his friends, one of them was his girl-friend, Reshween Sonya Kaur. A lass with a posture of a model and she was the eye catching ones if compared with other chickz. With her striking height that only Jagdeep would not fear embarrassment standing next to her.


Sometimes I'm not able to figure out what God has in mind for everyone of us, why the 3 girls??? and why not those people who drive like a fucktard without bothering other road users. Those like, the fucka who tail-gate you when you're not up to their speed, those who weave in and out all around the highway.. In short, people like me....

I was a fuckin arrogant driver, I would try to hit the 180km/h mark whenever I'm driving alone. I will try to reach my destination in the shortest period of time but I guess God was constantly giving me a chance to repent over my inconsiderate behaviour. Chance after chance was given till HE was terribly piss and decided to vent his anger on Jagdeep, my fella mate who will hang out with me on a Saturday night till dawn. As for now, his condition has stabilized but God decided to leave a great 'scar' on him emotionally and physically; his beloved girl and his lungs. Goodbye to cigarettes,basketball,futsal,and anything that will trigger his lungs and goodbye Reshween Sonya Kaur. A friend whom I just knew last Christmas, A filial daughter, an intelligent student and a beautiful dancer. May you rest in peace. Till we meet meet again in heaven's gate. I'll bring the booze and we shall drink like there is no tomorrow.

Friday, April 20, 2007

I came to this place without prior knowledge and confusion, the idea of those big kids constantly attempting to enter the ball into the ring sound foolish to me at first. At that moment, a kid who is my age came to me, handed me the ball and asked me to attempt a shot. Gradually after a few shots, I was sort of into it. It was like a rush of adrenaline all over me.

That was the time I knew that 'she' was the one. 'She' was the missing part in my life, 'she' was my sunshine, 'she' was my inspiration. As time goes by, that place was my second home. I would drop by everyday without fail though I knew that we were the losing side to those peeps who were 4-5 years our senior.




It was a place where I learned all my profanities and sarcasm from those peepz.

It was a place where I fought with quite a number of people.



It was a place where chinese tea taste the best after a 2 hours game under the sun.

It was a place where I felt the joy of winning.

It was a place where I learned patience and respect for the game and people around me.

It was a place where I realised how lucky am I to be in the Tan family.



A place where enemy turns friends.

A place where nicknames were used to call a person, I was gorilla.. *lol*

A place where people would describe me as fit. *look into shirt, and sigh~*



A place I would laugh myself out loudly without bothering about courtesy.

A place where nobody cares about how you look, as long you play the game well, you have their respect.


Here was where I grew up where I acquire my true self.....

Monday, April 16, 2007



Here I introduce you a crazy beautiful chick Han Ga In, another korean hot babe after Song Hye Gyo. I think she could blow away Song Hye Gyo without any effort.

She is the definition of hot,cute,adorable,raw beauty,sweet,angelic,photogenic,knees go weak upon seeing her. If God ever wants to grant me a wish, she would be the one. I don't mind having my life reduce off 10 years. =P

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Check out today's newspaper headline.



The boy who eventually went missing in Sogo shopping center. Eventually,now he is back home safely along with that cute little hair cut.. BRAVO??? WAIT!



How bout this news? Single Mother Seeks Aid For daughter With Cancer. Aren't this suppose to be upfront as headline as this girl is on the verge of dying and fund seems vital for her treatment. Sometimes I felt that contemporary media seems to be quite lousy in placing priority, producers preferred news which is most viewed by readers. It angers me to the spine when a bank contributed an amount of RM15k for pamplets itself meanwhile the girl's mom is appealing to public sympathy for a rough amount of RM20k to remove the growth since last Monday. The result: Boy found, and girl still patiently waiting. Boy gets his damn face printed on 1st, 2nd page thoroughly, girl only get this small column at the middle page of the newspaper.. WHY? You tell me....

Oh yea, by the way his name is Muhammad Nazrin Shamsul Ghazali and she is Lee Wan Teng..

FUCK YEAH! it's true, so damn true.....

Time.

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the humans emotions and desires lived - Happiness, Sadness, Vanity, Knowledge and all the others, including Love.

One day there was an announcement that the island would soon sink. So everyone flew to his own vessel and prepared to sail away. Love wanted to preserve until the last possible moment. But when the island was almost submerged in water, he had to seek help.

Wealth was passing by in a grand boat, so he called out: "Can you take me with you?"
"No I can't," Wealth replied. " There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love turned to Vanity, who was also passing by, in a beautiful vessel: "Please help me!".
"I can't. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity said.

Sadness was close by, so Love called out: "Let me go with you,please."
"Oh Love, I'm so sad I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear Love calling. Suddenly, a voice rang out, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he forgot to ask him his name. When finally arrived on dry land, the elder went his own way.

Love, who realised the debt he owed, asked Knowledge, another elder : "Who was that?"
"It was Time."
"Time? But why did he help me?"
Knowlege smiled, then said: Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."



What can I say? Time's boat wrecked half way through my journey and left me floating in the middle of the sea. The cause of it, He forgot to service his boat because he was buzy playing mahjong with Proscrastination.
Did I mention that Time can't swim??? DARN YOU TIME!!!!! @!#!@#^%
Shoud have induced Wealth with my left over pocket money given by Momma...

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Love Is Blind.

Have anyone ever wonder why love is blind and how the phrase comes about when love is technically a feeling burried deep inside a person. Here's a a cute version of it, the author explained it in a way of storyline that it is quite humorous at some parts but it somehow make me reminisced. Back when I was a tender foot in the subject of love...


A long time ago, before the world was created and humans could set foot on it, virtues and vices floated around, not quite knowing what to do. One day, all of them were gathered together, and feeling more bored than ever.

Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea : "Let's play hide-and-seek!" Everyone liked the idea and immediately, Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!"

Since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the other agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started counting, "One,two,three....". As Madness counted, the vices and virtues ran off to look for places in which to hide.

Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, while Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake instead, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.

Madness continued to shout out: "78,79,80...." By then, all the vices and virtues were well hidden, except for Love. Fickle as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not suprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

Madness counted, "......95,96,97,....." Just when he got to 100, Love jumped into a rose bush. Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming, I'm coming!"

Laziness was the first to be found, because he did not have the energy to hide, Then Madness spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake, and Passion at the centre of the earth.

One by one, Madness found them all, except for Love. He was getting desperate. Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness, "He is in the rose bush." Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry make him stop.

Love appeared from the bush, with both hands covering his face. Blood oozed from his eyes and trickled down his fingers. Madness had stabbed out Love's eyes with his pitch fork. "What have I done? What have I done?" Madness screamed. "I have blinded you! How can I repair the damage?"

Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you really want to do something for me, you can be my guide." And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.


I know you feel like giving this cupid a boot on his face for creating such a mess in your love life, but do spare him a little for the joy he brings to you when you're in love. Those temporary joy that was remembered till know. I bet you peepz remembered vividly on every act you did on that duration when the cupid gave you the 'love tranquilizer' more than you remember the notes of your biology or history. Anyway, to those who have been hurt deeply before, do not feel fear to try again, kick the chinese people mentality. Opportunities come and go, when it is gone it is gone. So just give the best of you without bothering the result, belief in yourself and I can assure you that miracle will not fail you for trying.. What's more to fear if you're blessed by the grace of ~Earth_AngeL~ muahahaa... HAPPY WEEKEND!!!

Friday, April 13, 2007

Holidays = Sigh~

Holiday is pretty good for now as the trial result is still in process. Basically I'm still enjoying the 2 weeks break; sleeping late and coming online seem to be my daily routine. So far, my plans didn't quite work out, the figure shaping and waking up early. The only thing I managed to stay away was smoking.. It's quite an achievement for a person who puffs like a chimney so I deserve a little reward aight..

A little summary of what holiday has been:

1. Visited the magistrates court in Jalan Raja, KL. The whole place is unlike those courts you watch in TV, the place is practically crappy, filthy and the facilities are faulty, not well maintained but overall it's worth the trip. After the court, the peepz drop by to Klang for a meal of 'bah kut teh' before leaving home. As for me, I left them for a drink with Ashley,Adrian, S.yee, Arvind and Ching Yoong at this newly open restaurant opposite of under construction Jusco in Bukit Tinggi. Felt kinda bad thou for not being able to accompany them for their first trip here..




~Sohaiz~


~Group Pic~




~a taste of heaven. Hail klang bah kut teh~




2. Not to forget, 2 days before the court visit, I had a drinking session with Xing Xian(PM14), Kok Yung, Peter, Derren, and Chong Wei(PL6). The night was crazy as it was Xing Xian's first time drinking beer, he was with his endless crap from studies till his personal secrets. I guess he kinda enjoyed himself though he was in a shaky situation when we were eating bah kut teh. Peter only had his kick on the way back.Thus,hang over for the entire day.. Cheerz~ U peepz have been inspiring. Vodka session after AS.


~Xing Xian experiencing temporary NIRVANA by the longkang~


A holiday to be remembered?? nah~.. AS final is in 33 days...FUCK!!!!! I need inspiration to kick start my study.. who can give me some???

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

"I Don't Love You"

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Plans

1.Need to do a lot of catch up in my AS. Complete those past year questions and go through the work done in class.

2.Get into shape. A daily workout consists of at least 30 minutes of rope skipping, 4km of running distributed to 2 sessions: Morning and Evening, Abs: 100 times a day with a break of 30 seconds. Cut down food intake as well..


How can you not envy Bruce Lee's figure

3.Quit smoking AGAIN (not a compulsive smoker at least, maybe a stick or two when the rest are puffing away,sort of diffcult to resist to peer presssure)

4.A class trip to the magistrate court on this Monday.

5.Wake up as early as 7 everyday.

6.Start reading up those abandon books on the shelf for self improvement.

7.Try to earn a bit of money.

8.Cut down beer consumption for (refer no.2)

To sum up, this holiday sucks for all the A-level students. If I'm not mistaken we still have 35 days till our first paper, Thinking skills. Happy Holidays,TV calling my name. -end-

Friday, April 6, 2007

HEADSHOT AGAIN!!
Sociology slice me into trillion pieces with an empathically direct question that every candidates in the class today were smiling broadly meanwhile the socio paper was laughing the shit out of me... There I was struggling for the right words to elaborate my points meanwhile those peepz on my left, right, back and front couldn't get their hands stop writing. Time ticks by till the last 10 minutes and I knew it's all over.....

I could not ask for more,
I'm SCREWED!!!!
My hope of attaining a humble 'C' is gone since I already screw up the first paper..
I walked out of the class with the feeling of agony and despair...

Nobody to blame but myself for underestimating that subject, for not paying attention in class, for not practising writing as advise by Miss Ng...
Sorry Mom & Dad for disappointing again..

Dreadful 2 weeks holiday ahead.....

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Yesterday Once More

There I was in room D-25 waiting for the final battle with this bitch who seems capable of sending anyone from cloud nine straight down to hell nine.. Down inside me I could feel the cold sweat dripping and soaping in my scalp. As the sun move below the horizon, I grip my sword tight preparing to give her the first and final cut so that triumph will be back on our side with our King regaining his throne.

The entire battle was swift, with a blink of an eye, It was all over, the evil queen gave that smirk which indicate the end of another epic battle and the troops were gradually decreasing in numbers which signals another retreat again....

All ruined once again with nothing achieved..
Proscrastination proved his point again and sympathy barely able to give a helping hand. We sunk into profound defeat, dumping our swords as a sign of surrender once more...

Law is truly a hard nut to crack.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Thoughts For The Day

THINK about these, one at a time. You'll feel good at the end of each thought.

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. A special glance.
5. Getting mail.
6. Taking a drive along a pretty road.
7. Hearing your favourite song on the radio.
8. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
9. A long-distance phone call.
10.Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11.Finding out an item you desired for quite some time is selling at half price.
12.Chocolate milkshake, or Coffee cum chocolate shake.
13.Giggling.
14.A good conversation.
15.The beach.
17.Finding a RM20 note in your coat from last year.
18.Laughing at yourself.
19.Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20.Running through sprinklers.
21.Laughing at an inside joke.
22.Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23.Having someone tell you that you're beautiful/cute.
24.Friends.
25.Overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26.Waking up and realising you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27.Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28.Making new friends or spending time with the old ones.
29.Sweet dreams.
30.Road trips with friends.
31.Wrapping presents for someone special.
32.Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
33.Going to a really good concert.
34.Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
35.Winning a really competitive game.
36.Spending time with your close friends.
37.Having your friends send you something. eg. homemade biscuits.
38.Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
39.Holding hand with someone you care about.
40.Running into and old friend and realising that some things (good or bad) never change.
41.Riding the best roller-coasters over and over.
42.Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
43.Watching the sun rise.
44.Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

PL-5 (Pictures)

Some pictures of the good new days to balance out the good old days.

My Clone from Seremban, Derren Kuan.














Saturday, March 10, 2007

PL5 VS ACS

It has been more than a year since I left high school for college and when things turn wrong in college, I would ponder things that happened back in school and how I would calmly be able to sort things out. My classmates are great people as many would have described, they are funny, they are adventurous, they hug, they make up lame jokes, they sing, they make sarcastic remarks, they fret over where to eat lunch.

Despite all those similarities we shared, I still felt like a misfit among them. I felt it ever since the first day of our class. I thought it was a new beginning where everybody needs time to adopt to a new atmosphere. I gave it time, I let things developed. I was myself and they were them.

I guess we just don't click. Me and them.
They watch different movies. They laugh on different sort of jokes. They simply adopt a different style.

It's still relatively fun to be in the class I guess. But as i said, I feel like a misfit. I'm like Joey with his group of friends in 'F.R.I.E.N.D.S'. I enjoy their company but I'm just not exactly part of them just like how Averdim has described his experience in a new college.

Somehow this led me to reminisce of the time back in high school.
That place was my territory, my comfort zone.
I miss FYA, and the rest of the members who will drive anyone nutz upon meeting them. Those crazy things they did were simply undescribeable.



I miss playing basketball in the school with all those basketball freaks who will turn up in whatever condition.

I miss 'The Circle' :











I miss Mr.Ng's 'FUCK U + Son of a bitch/Gun + Bloody Fool~"

I miss Wahab's chicken rice which cost like rm2.50. Back then, the meal was kinda cheap compared to things in college.

I miss the RZ gang.



I miss Chong Yen's sarcasm

I miss skipping classes straight after Physical Education aka Pendidikan Jasmani. Initially it's a day off whenever it is on a Thursday.

I miss the brown pants and white shirt.

I miss being able to express myself without the fear of misconception.
Nothing but miss.. They are just too hard to forget..