Knocking On Heaven's Door

A sense of uneasiness was there whenever it's the Enlightment Day for Buddha,Last year my dad got involved in an accident where a lorry crash the entire front part of his car but he survived without any injury. Then this year was the accident of my fella mate, Jagdeep.. Though he survived, but eventually he lost 3 of his friends, one of them was his girl-friend, Reshween Sonya Kaur. A lass with a posture of a model and she was the eye catching ones if compared with other chickz. With her striking height that only Jagdeep would not fear embarrassment standing next to her.

Sometimes I'm not able to figure out what God has in mind for everyone of us, why the 3 girls??? and why not those people who drive like a fucktard without bothering other road users. Those like, the fucka who tail-gate you when you're not up to their speed, those who weave in and out all around the highway.. In short, people like me....

I was a fuckin arrogant driver, I would try to hit the 180km/h mark whenever I'm driving alone. I will try to reach my destination in the shortest period of time but I guess God was constantly giving me a chance to repent over my inconsiderate behaviour. Chance after chance was given till HE was terribly piss and decided to vent his anger on Jagdeep, my fella mate who will hang out with me on a Saturday night till dawn. As for now, his condition has stabilized but God decided to leave a great 'scar' on him emotionally and physically; his beloved girl and his lungs. Goodbye to cigarettes,basketball,futsal,and anything that will trigger his lungs and goodbye Reshween Sonya Kaur. A friend whom I just knew last Christmas, A filial daughter, an intelligent student and a beautiful dancer. May you rest in peace. Till we meet meet again in heaven's gate. I'll bring the booze and we shall drink like there is no tomorrow.