I came to this place without prior knowledge and confusion, the idea of those big kids constantly attempting to enter the ball into the ring sound foolish to me at first. At that moment, a kid who is my age came to me, handed me the ball and asked me to attempt a shot. Gradually after a few shots, I was sort of into it. It was like a rush of adrenaline all over me.

That was the time I knew that 'she' was the one. 'She' was the missing part in my life, 'she' was my sunshine, 'she' was my inspiration. As time goes by, that place was my second home. I would drop by everyday without fail though I knew that we were the losing side to those peeps who were 4-5 years our senior.




It was a place where I learned all my profanities and sarcasm from those peepz.

It was a place where I fought with quite a number of people.



It was a place where chinese tea taste the best after a 2 hours game under the sun.

It was a place where I felt the joy of winning.

It was a place where I learned patience and respect for the game and people around me.

It was a place where I realised how lucky am I to be in the Tan family.



A place where enemy turns friends.

A place where nicknames were used to call a person, I was gorilla.. *lol*

A place where people would describe me as fit. *look into shirt, and sigh~*



A place I would laugh myself out loudly without bothering about courtesy.

A place where nobody cares about how you look, as long you play the game well, you have their respect.


Here was where I grew up where I acquire my true self.....

Here I introduce you a crazy beautiful chick Han Ga In, another korean hot babe after Song Hye Gyo. I think she could blow away Song Hye Gyo without any effort.

She is the definition of hot,cute,adorable,raw beauty,sweet,angelic,photogenic,knees go weak upon seeing her. If God ever wants to grant me a wish, she would be the one. I don't mind having my life reduce off 10 years. =P

Check out today's newspaper headline.



The boy who eventually went missing in Sogo shopping center. Eventually,now he is back home safely along with that cute little hair cut.. BRAVO??? WAIT!



How bout this news? Single Mother Seeks Aid For daughter With Cancer. Aren't this suppose to be upfront as headline as this girl is on the verge of dying and fund seems vital for her treatment. Sometimes I felt that contemporary media seems to be quite lousy in placing priority, producers preferred news which is most viewed by readers. It angers me to the spine when a bank contributed an amount of RM15k for pamplets itself meanwhile the girl's mom is appealing to public sympathy for a rough amount of RM20k to remove the growth since last Monday. The result: Boy found, and girl still patiently waiting. Boy gets his damn face printed on 1st, 2nd page thoroughly, girl only get this small column at the middle page of the newspaper.. WHY? You tell me....

Oh yea, by the way his name is Muhammad Nazrin Shamsul Ghazali and she is Lee Wan Teng..

FUCK YEAH! it's true, so damn true.....

Time.

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the humans emotions and desires lived - Happiness, Sadness, Vanity, Knowledge and all the others, including Love.

One day there was an announcement that the island would soon sink. So everyone flew to his own vessel and prepared to sail away. Love wanted to preserve until the last possible moment. But when the island was almost submerged in water, he had to seek help.

Wealth was passing by in a grand boat, so he called out: "Can you take me with you?"
"No I can't," Wealth replied. " There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love turned to Vanity, who was also passing by, in a beautiful vessel: "Please help me!".
"I can't. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity said.

Sadness was close by, so Love called out: "Let me go with you,please."
"Oh Love, I'm so sad I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear Love calling. Suddenly, a voice rang out, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he forgot to ask him his name. When finally arrived on dry land, the elder went his own way.

Love, who realised the debt he owed, asked Knowledge, another elder : "Who was that?"
"It was Time."
"Time? But why did he help me?"
Knowlege smiled, then said: Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."



What can I say? Time's boat wrecked half way through my journey and left me floating in the middle of the sea. The cause of it, He forgot to service his boat because he was buzy playing mahjong with Proscrastination.
Did I mention that Time can't swim??? DARN YOU TIME!!!!! @!#!@#^%
Shoud have induced Wealth with my left over pocket money given by Momma...

Love Is Blind.

Have anyone ever wonder why love is blind and how the phrase comes about when love is technically a feeling burried deep inside a person. Here's a a cute version of it, the author explained it in a way of storyline that it is quite humorous at some parts but it somehow make me reminisced. Back when I was a tender foot in the subject of love...


A long time ago, before the world was created and humans could set foot on it, virtues and vices floated around, not quite knowing what to do. One day, all of them were gathered together, and feeling more bored than ever.

Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea : "Let's play hide-and-seek!" Everyone liked the idea and immediately, Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!"

Since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the other agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started counting, "One,two,three....". As Madness counted, the vices and virtues ran off to look for places in which to hide.

Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, while Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake instead, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.

Madness continued to shout out: "78,79,80...." By then, all the vices and virtues were well hidden, except for Love. Fickle as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not suprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

Madness counted, "......95,96,97,....." Just when he got to 100, Love jumped into a rose bush. Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming, I'm coming!"

Laziness was the first to be found, because he did not have the energy to hide, Then Madness spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake, and Passion at the centre of the earth.

One by one, Madness found them all, except for Love. He was getting desperate. Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness, "He is in the rose bush." Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry make him stop.

Love appeared from the bush, with both hands covering his face. Blood oozed from his eyes and trickled down his fingers. Madness had stabbed out Love's eyes with his pitch fork. "What have I done? What have I done?" Madness screamed. "I have blinded you! How can I repair the damage?"

Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you really want to do something for me, you can be my guide." And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.

I know you feel like giving this cupid a boot on his face for creating such a mess in your love life, but do spare him a little for the joy he brings to you when you're in love. Those temporary joy that was remembered till know. I bet you peepz remembered vividly on every act you did on that duration when the cupid gave you the 'love tranquilizer' more than you remember the notes of your biology or history. Anyway, to those who have been hurt deeply before, do not feel fear to try again, kick the chinese people mentality. Opportunities come and go, when it is gone it is gone. So just give the best of you without bothering the result, belief in yourself and I can assure you that miracle will not fail you for trying.. What's more to fear if you're blessed by the grace of ~Earth_AngeL~ muahahaa... HAPPY WEEKEND!!!

Holidays = Sigh~

Holiday is pretty good for now as the trial result is still in process. Basically I'm still enjoying the 2 weeks break; sleeping late and coming online seem to be my daily routine. So far, my plans didn't quite work out, the figure shaping and waking up early. The only thing I managed to stay away was smoking.. It's quite an achievement for a person who puffs like a chimney so I deserve a little reward aight..

A little summary of what holiday has been:

1. Visited the magistrates court in Jalan Raja, KL. The whole place is unlike those courts you watch in TV, the place is practically crappy, filthy and the facilities are faulty, not well maintained but overall it's worth the trip. After the court, the peepz drop by to Klang for a meal of 'bah kut teh' before leaving home. As for me, I left them for a drink with Ashley,Adrian, S.yee, Arvind and Ching Yoong at this newly open restaurant opposite of under construction Jusco in Bukit Tinggi. Felt kinda bad thou for not being able to accompany them for their first trip here..




~Sohaiz~


~Group Pic~




~a taste of heaven. Hail klang bah kut teh~




2. Not to forget, 2 days before the court visit, I had a drinking session with Xing Xian(PM14), Kok Yung, Peter, Derren, and Chong Wei(PL6). The night was crazy as it was Xing Xian's first time drinking beer, he was with his endless crap from studies till his personal secrets. I guess he kinda enjoyed himself though he was in a shaky situation when we were eating bah kut teh. Peter only had his kick on the way back.Thus,hang over for the entire day.. Cheerz~ U peepz have been inspiring. Vodka session after AS.


~Xing Xian experiencing temporary NIRVANA by the longkang~


A holiday to be remembered?? nah~.. AS final is in 33 days...FUCK!!!!! I need inspiration to kick start my study.. who can give me some???

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

"I Don't Love You"

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Plans

1.Need to do a lot of catch up in my AS. Complete those past year questions and go through the work done in class.

2.Get into shape. A daily workout consists of at least 30 minutes of rope skipping, 4km of running distributed to 2 sessions: Morning and Evening, Abs: 100 times a day with a break of 30 seconds. Cut down food intake as well..


How can you not envy Bruce Lee's figure

3.Quit smoking AGAIN (not a compulsive smoker at least, maybe a stick or two when the rest are puffing away,sort of diffcult to resist to peer presssure)

4.A class trip to the magistrate court on this Monday.

5.Wake up as early as 7 everyday.

6.Start reading up those abandon books on the shelf for self improvement.

7.Try to earn a bit of money.

8.Cut down beer consumption for (refer no.2)

To sum up, this holiday sucks for all the A-level students. If I'm not mistaken we still have 35 days till our first paper, Thinking skills. Happy Holidays,TV calling my name. -end-

HEADSHOT AGAIN!!
Sociology slice me into trillion pieces with an empathically direct question that every candidates in the class today were smiling broadly meanwhile the socio paper was laughing the shit out of me... There I was struggling for the right words to elaborate my points meanwhile those peepz on my left, right, back and front couldn't get their hands stop writing. Time ticks by till the last 10 minutes and I knew it's all over.....

I could not ask for more,
I'm SCREWED!!!!
My hope of attaining a humble 'C' is gone since I already screw up the first paper..
I walked out of the class with the feeling of agony and despair...

Nobody to blame but myself for underestimating that subject, for not paying attention in class, for not practising writing as advise by Miss Ng...
Sorry Mom & Dad for disappointing again..

Dreadful 2 weeks holiday ahead.....

Yesterday Once More

There I was in room D-25 waiting for the final battle with this bitch who seems capable of sending anyone from cloud nine straight down to hell nine.. Down inside me I could feel the cold sweat dripping and soaping in my scalp. As the sun move below the horizon, I grip my sword tight preparing to give her the first and final cut so that triumph will be back on our side with our King regaining his throne.

The entire battle was swift, with a blink of an eye, It was all over, the evil queen gave that smirk which indicate the end of another epic battle and the troops were gradually decreasing in numbers which signals another retreat again....

All ruined once again with nothing achieved..
Proscrastination proved his point again and sympathy barely able to give a helping hand. We sunk into profound defeat, dumping our swords as a sign of surrender once more...

Law is truly a hard nut to crack.