I never knew what was crush was until I was in form 1, when a feeling of anxious,bliss and desperation came upon this particular girl. She wasn't the prettiest nor is she the 'happening' one among other girls. However something seem to bond this fond heart towards every little things she does. Those feelings are like, curiousity over her daily routine though it wasn't much extraordinary but it simply makes you eager to know every little things in detail. Moreover streamyx has not existed yet and chatting on the net would be quite an expensive usage so most of the time we will only chat on weekends. Conversation was never dull, she would tell me everything from her childhood secrets till the size of her 'asset', it was simply a mix humour and emotional conversation.

After a certain time of sharing our personal experience and childhood, we decided to meet up at a shopping mall for a 'date', a proper me and her meeting unlike in tuition where we could only see each other's hair from the back. It's not really a date since her sister is gonna accompany us along with a friend of mine who is a year younger than me. Since it was my first date, I seem to be quite speechless and needed her sister to strike up conversation for me and guidance on certain things.

Everything started off well I guess, until that moment when our eyes were aligned with each other and everything turn hay-wire. I could hear my heart beat in an irregular rate and my whole body is signalling red alert that it's gonna experience a major shut down if I don't get my eyes off hers... Consequently it happened, the most embarrasing event of the day, my McDonald Sundae Cone(chocolate) spilled on her shirt.. To make matter worse, she was wearing a white shirt. Her face expression changed and I was constantly apologizing without being able to do anything as the stain was on that unique part of a woman's body. Lucky for me, I had her sister to help me to get her a new shirt to replace that stained shirt from Parkson which I paid for it. A huge relief along with that little pleasure and contentment when everything turns out to be joyous after all. We shared ice cream,watched movie,went shopping for undergarment...
(-_-") Happy day indeed.

Eventually, the process of getting into a relationship did not work out properly due to many arguments and some backstabbing from a classmate of mine who was also into her.. I was a newbie in the game of love and he was the swift 'killer' which we'd described for a person who has every technics to win a girl's heart. It was the most depressing lost but after that very moment I had many intriguing experience about love and flaws every guy make in order to get a girl's attention. That 'killer' guy who once an enemy turn out to be my good friend after all, we shared experiences and laughed ourselves out over the mistake we committed.

Love could be hurting at times but when you found love, those past hurting will eventually fade away. You need not find love, let love find you, that is why it's falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.

Have a nice day =)

Recap of Exam(AS final) period....

Thinking Skills: DONE
-Paper 1 was a bitch especially the calculation section. Brain went numb halfway through the paper.



Sociology: DONE
-The paper was standard. Maybe the reason is me. I did not study consistently as were told by Ms.Ng. The exam place was mainly occupied by the January intake students who did a retake.
Overall student in the hall, 64. My classmates : 24 if not mistaken. You can actually sense the difficulty lies in Sociology. So, don't come looking at me with that insulting smirk if I ever flung it. Socio science is not an easy subject.....



Law: Paper 1: COMPLETED, Paper 2: This Wednesday(30/5/2007)
-Paper 1 totally kill me, I managed to complete only 2 questions out of 3. Pretty sad, I think this is gonna be a retake unless I manage to score a full mark in paper 2, *fingers crossed*. Rubbish talk?? Yeah! I know..



Economics : (8/6/2007)
- I would better remind myself not to procrastinate. Proscrastination leads to Wei Hong's destruction. I vow to achieve an A for this subject.... OH yEAH~ =)


Cheerz to AS.!!!!!!!!

30 Things I Learn From Porn

1. Women wear high heels to bed.
2. Men are never impotent.
3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory.
4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her.
5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm.
6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men.
7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob.
8. Women always orgasm when men do.
9. A blowjob will always get a woman out of a speeding ticket.
10. All women are noisy cummers.
11. People in the 70's couldn't cum unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background.
12. Those tits are real.
13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt.
14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum.
15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other. (and the girl isn't disgusted!)
16. Double penetration makes women smile.
17. Asian men don't exist (ok 1 guy does).
18. If you come across a guy and his girlfriend having sex in the bushes,the boyfriend won't bash seven shades of shit out of you if you shove your cock in his girlfriend's mouth.
19. There's a plot.
20. When taking a woman from behind, a man can really excite her by giving her a gentle slap on the butt.
21. Nurses suck patients cocks.
22. Men always pull out.
23. When your girlfriend busts you getting head from her best friend, she'll only be momentarily pissed off before fucking the both of you.
24. Women never have headaches... or periods.
25. When a woman is sucking a man's cock, it's important for him to remind her to "suck it".
26. Assholes are clean.
27. A man ejaculating on a womans butt is a satisfying result for all parties concerned.
28. Women always look pleasantly surprised when they open a man's trousers and find a cock there and never frown at the size.
29. When standing during a blowjob, a man will always place one hand firmly on the back of the kneeling woman's head and the other proudly on his hip.
30. Dorky guys never have to beg.

Knocking On Heaven's Door

A sense of uneasiness was there whenever it's the Enlightment Day for Buddha,Last year my dad got involved in an accident where a lorry crash the entire front part of his car but he survived without any injury. Then this year was the accident of my fella mate, Jagdeep.. Though he survived, but eventually he lost 3 of his friends, one of them was his girl-friend, Reshween Sonya Kaur. A lass with a posture of a model and she was the eye catching ones if compared with other chickz. With her striking height that only Jagdeep would not fear embarrassment standing next to her.

Sometimes I'm not able to figure out what God has in mind for everyone of us, why the 3 girls??? and why not those people who drive like a fucktard without bothering other road users. Those like, the fucka who tail-gate you when you're not up to their speed, those who weave in and out all around the highway.. In short, people like me....

I was a fuckin arrogant driver, I would try to hit the 180km/h mark whenever I'm driving alone. I will try to reach my destination in the shortest period of time but I guess God was constantly giving me a chance to repent over my inconsiderate behaviour. Chance after chance was given till HE was terribly piss and decided to vent his anger on Jagdeep, my fella mate who will hang out with me on a Saturday night till dawn. As for now, his condition has stabilized but God decided to leave a great 'scar' on him emotionally and physically; his beloved girl and his lungs. Goodbye to cigarettes,basketball,futsal,and anything that will trigger his lungs and goodbye Reshween Sonya Kaur. A friend whom I just knew last Christmas, A filial daughter, an intelligent student and a beautiful dancer. May you rest in peace. Till we meet meet again in heaven's gate. I'll bring the booze and we shall drink like there is no tomorrow.